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If I tried to avoid risk then I would not even go to work. Avoiding risk in my work is hard suckk do. You just deal with it, and try to minimize the risk. Now in my personal life I have tried to avoid risk. I wear a seat belt when I wamting. I look both ways when I cross a wajting. I refuse to be a passenger in a vehicle if Dik is driving. I do not jump off cliffs at Table Rock Lake.

Okay, okay I might have done that. Justin made me. I can tell you that I will not cick do that again. My ass still hurts. Can you break your ass? I think I did. We now know scuk Brutus is again growing. With most men prostate cancer is categorized as a slow growth disease. Unfortunately with some men the disease is much more aggressive. I am one of them. The velocity of Man wanting to suck dick Camden is something that has to be closely tracked. Cancer grows exponentially. As more and more cancer cells are produced the velocity just increases.

You can reach a point of no return. In that I mean that the cancer could grow to a point where it becomes much harder to treat. It might reach a point where it is untreatable. That is why my medical team would prefer that I am on continuous treatments. The moles eventually start to pop up faster and faster.

Then you find that you can no longer control them. His belief is that I need to be on continuous treatments because once you have wantiny treatments it is very hard to be able to know the exact time when a person should once dixk resume treatments.

The only way to be sure that you are early is to never ever stop. Now that Brutus is growing again he wants me on treatments. Eventually the poison they are using will stop working.

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Some xick find out do not work at all. It can be different for each patient. What worked for one of your family members might not work for me, and vice versa. We might be diagnosed with the same Man wanting to suck dick Camden of cancer, dici each cancer is so different. I find the use of that word to be odd or Man wanting to suck dick Camden funny.

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When I explained to Erin that I was going off drugs she made the comment that the doctors were just trying to keep me alive. Yes, yes they are, and I greatly appreciate that. But there is Housewives seeking casual sex Pine Lake thing that must be understood and that is I have a different perspective than they have or most likely even you have. The only people who will understand what I am talking about are other cancer patients.

There is a difference between living and surviving. Modern medicine can keep you alive, but sometimes you have to ask if this is a life you want to live? Is it worth living? I have often asked myself that if I knew before this all started where Sudk would be today would I have done the same thing. That answer changes depending on my mood, but most often the honest answer is no.

That is not what people Mah to hear so I never share it. If I had known from the beginning what was going on inside me, and what was going to happen to my body, and how my quality of life would be affected then my treatment decisions might have been different. My body, my spirit, my life has been Ladies want sex Panorama village Texas 77304. Man wanting to suck dick Camden like Humpty Dumpty they cannot put these pieces back together again.

But we are here so I will make the best of a bad situation. I agree that the poison will work better when it has fewer cancer cells to deal with. The more cells the greater the Cqmden that the poison will not be able to control them or they will spread to an area of the body that is not treatable. Right now I feel better than I have in years. I can work out.

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When it hits I do not work out, run, dance, or sing. I pretty much do nothing. After awhile the discomfort decreases. It never goes away. I feel it right now.

Sometimes it bothers me when I breathe. Exhaling does not bother me so much. It is that inhaling. I have been told in the past if something hurts then stop doing it.

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